I'm a control freak. I really am. Some people call this bossy and I suppose I am that too. I think it's just because I know what I want. 

However, there are just some things in this life that I cannot control. As much as I want to, there's just absolutely nothing I can do to alter the outcome.

I am in one of those situations now. I have absolutely no control over this outcome and as much as I want to be doing something, I can't.

I am trying so hard to let go and let God. But I'll be honest. Satan is working his magic and everyday I hear him telling me that this isn't going to work out, that I'm going to be disappointed again. It's a daily struggle to give my fears over to God and try and find some peace. I have a feeling this is going to be a long haul.

So, even though you might not know what I am referring to, I ask for your prayers that everything works out according to God's plan.